Post by Roggie on Jul 5, 2006 7:42:49 GMT -8
Yeah, for the next couple of days, if I'm in a game or talking to some of you, and I all the sudden just act different, or just plaing don't talk, or just breakdown, don't be suprised. I'm depressed like crazy right now. I have had one of my 4 cats for as long as I remember, she was 14 years old. We had to have her put to sleep today, (Wow, I didn't expect to get teary eyed just typing this up)and I'm taking it a lot harder than I thought. Even with 2 years of preparing myself for this, since I knew it was coming, it still hit so much harder than I thought. This is definitely the worst feeling I've had in years, just as hard as when the closest person to me out of my family, Pat, died when I was in 5th grade. And I didn't know that was coming at all. But, just don't expect me to be myself, and if I go off on you over something, PLEASE don't take it seriously, It isn't your fault. I'm just on an emotional overdrive.
